Thanks eric. I appriciate your comment. My thought is, this person hasnt hung out with me in atleast 6 months. and before that?  a year and a half. The only reason i kept up contact so diligently (which wasnt returned by the way) was because she and i were such good friends. All that time she never called me, never talked to me, and i thought it was because she was too selfish or just didnt care about me.

So then she lays this bomb on me. and yeah i was devastated when i wrote that. I thought that all this time, she never contacted me....was because of me...

Then i actually thought it through. I called her and asked her for more details. She said it had started recently- (havent seen her or contacted her in 6 months), and all this "i was afraid to tell you how i really felt" stuff-well..it feels very bull to me. She and i were so close at one point that we were like sisters. If she thought at any point and time that she couldnt tell me how she felt than she really didnt know me to begin with. Also, this excuse doesnt explain why she never calls and hangs out with our other two friends (we were a really tight group in highschool) so yeah.

In the end it comes down to something that might have been a little true...all in all just a lame weak excuse for a lot of really careless behavior. In the end, after having bent over backwards to help her with HER problems with her boyfriend and family, after not hearing from her in i dont know how many months and still being there for her, after doing everyhting i possibly could to hang out with her-i turn out to be the bad guy? absolutely not.

weak excuses, lame excuses, and a weak personality.

We sisters cant believe you took his name in vain how dare you no e-props.

We believe in his teachings and each of of have something to say about him.

His mystery endrawls me -Tifa

I wish my feelings are shown as his are -Yuffie

From the depps of my heart I am greatful to Vincent for his teachings.-Aries